You're needles, I'm pins.
“I’ll find you… I’ll fall in love with your company, your conversation, the mere sight of you, your stamina and your recklessness, and your lack of belief in anything - all the things about you I already love rather too strongly.”
— Anne Rice, The Vampire Lestat
I’ve spent the past day with IV’s in my arm and hands. This draws the line. I’m at a very high point of my life that all my hard work is paying off. I woke up last night around 8pm and found myself in a hospital room. I should have never ended up here. I’m typing this entry from this white walled roomed where I’m probably sure is a place I’ll be when I’m almost dead. My thoughts are everywhere right now. I’m really scared and I want to go home.
I’m making this deal with myself right now that I will do better. I will be better and I won’t let jealousy, anger, envy and hate get the best of me. I will be better.@1 month ago